After all the ups and downs, my heart is now numb as fuck. It can't just function any longer. I'm now sitting here listening to my own heart beat for myself, a wandering and weird soul in this world.
The feeling of being a loser and dumbass is the worst thing in this world.
For the way you changed my plans
For being the perfect distraction
For the way you took the idea that i have of everything that i wanted to have
and made me see there was something missing...
For the ending of my first begin
and for the rare and unexpected friend
For the way you're something that i never choose
but at the same time something i don't wanna lose
and never wanna be without ever again
You're the best thing i never knew i needed
so when you were here i had no idea
You're the best thing i never knew i needed so
now it's so clear i need you here always
My accidental happily (ever after)
The way you smile and how you comfort me (with your laughter)
I must admit you were not a part of my book
but now if you open it up and take a look
You're the beginning and the end of every chapter
Goodbye, my BR !